A post out to my friends.

How do you know who are your friends?

This post is for one of my friend that will be leaving in a few hours time. You know who you are!

This will be truly the first time one of my closest friend leaves malaysia to pursue a better chance in live or more simply furthering their his/her studies in places other than here.

He has been a great friend,since the day i truly sat down and talk to him,
I've went through alot with him, Leo, High school dramas, college life(altho he didnt really went to one yet).

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I've went through quite alot with him when I come to think about it. I somehow hid myself from believing that he actually will go without knowing that I truly am going to miss him.

I guess its just the feeling of losing another friend. He wont be back for another few years time and its sucks to have a friend leave you,espeacially if he is such a great friend.

As we embark on our continuous journey,
I now close my eyes, and I see so much memories,
Friends, Laughter, Pain, Sorrows,
Too much to state, too much to write,
Then I ask myself,
When was the last time, I go back in time, and smile at an achievement I achieved,
When was the last time, I tell a friend that I'm happy to have a him/her?
When was the last time, I smile back to a time so mesmerizing, I thought I will never forget?
Does this make me a worst person or bad friend?
What am I doing and how do I continue?
What do I know and what do I not know?
How will things look like like in the end?
Does it really matter?
Pushing hard against the fury of obstacles ahead,
Will I have my friends by my side?
Will I have the memories in my mind?
What will change if I dont?
I dare not forsee.

There is only one thing I know now.
I'm definately, going to miss you, my friend.

Well, its been a long time since I posted something and its kind of structured wierdly. Never mind tho. I wont be posting again =)